Stress level

Ok my stress level is up there.

I have a grandchild on the way. Originally there were plans that some one in the family was going to watch the other child till I could get up there Friday night after work. Well that plan fell through when "something more important" came up.

Then my other daughter was going to do it. Now she can't, she needs to find a job. Chances are, she won't even look. So guess who will be calling in sick on Friday to tend to the grandson while the granddaughter is arriving in the world? ME!

In the meantime, home life sucks.
Marriage sucks.
Depression is overwhelming right now.
I need time away from everything.
I have been incredibly angry at everyone and every thing.

I need to step back and just chill. I need time away...

When I started blogging I was going to blog about good things, funny things.. it has become more of a place for me to bitch than anything.

I am sorry world for another person who comes to the blogging world to bitch about her life.

signing out for the day