July 15th

Well,, I just recently split with my hubby.


I am surprised as to how relaxed the house has become. My son has emerged from his bedroom. We actually watch tv together, and spend time talking. It is rather nice.

I thought I might go back to my old ways of being single. I just seems like so much work. I even ran an ad on Craig's list. I explained exactly what I wanted, that I was not the most beautiful woman in the world. That I am 49 yrs old and gravity has not been nice to me.

My email was packed. I could not believe how many emails I had gotten. Now you know,, I did ask for NSA. So tell me,, when you go out to a bar or something, where are all these guys? So I have this theory. They are out there, but they are with wives, girl friends or domestic partners. So I guess I don't understand why they are looking.

Now I do realize there are people out there who don't know how to kiss. I mean really KISS. The kind of passionate, long, lingering type that makes you cream your pants. I have just recently kissed this guy who is in his 60's. Now you would think the guy would have had a lot of practice. WRONG. He was the worst kisser I have ever encountered in my life.

So you ask,, how do you know? Well it is no secret that I have been around. My sex drive is not normal for most women. I have kissed A LOT. So this guy, we will call him Edward, can't kiss at all. I had spit running down my chin because he is so bad. I was grossed out. It made me worry about the rest of the activities. Well let me tell you, he could tantalize. He teased, and some times tortured me by not giving me what I wanted the most. He would bring me to the edge and then back off not allowing me to "finish business". Of course we were in his car so that my have had alot to do with it. He said it was his way of making sure I came back for more. hummmm, no sweety,, it just flustrates the hell out of me.

So tonight I am supposed to hook up with a nice looking 36yr old. He is in a relationship. He wants me to call him "Daddy". He calls me Baby. I am cool with that. So Daddy wants hardcore sex. Passionate, lustful, meaningless, sweaty, long, sticky, incredible sex. OK,, now we are talking. This is good. He sent me a picture, hot,, he sent me a video,, even hotter. He as a nice tool, and his juices are thick, and there is a lot that emerges. His tool is thick as well.

All I can say is, I hope he is as good as he says he is. He lives a slight distance from where I live. We are supposed to meet half way. We are doing this in a car, not any car,, my car. But wait, it is supposed to be 90 degrees out there today. Crap, this had better be worth it.

I am also supposed to hook up with this hot black guy soon. He also sent me pics. He is a very dark black guy, not one of those that it is hard to tell that he is black. He has piercings in places that would make most men cry. So when that happens I will blog about it.

So I have not talked to Edward in days. Not that I don't want to, it is just that I am very busy. I do have a job. I do have a house, animals and such that need to be taken care of.

So this is enough for now. I have to get to work. I will blog later